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honey i, can’t see you,

finding me here still breathing,

honey, say you’ll meet me here…

i’m still chasing after,

memories of your laughter,

willing myself to survive…

i feed on memories,

of how we used to be,

how can i go on?

without you here with me…

i watched you as you cast,

my fragile dreams aside,

like leaves under your feet, you,

crushed with every stride…

honey i, can’t see you,

finding me here still breathing,

honey, say you’ll meet me here…

i’m still chasing after,

memories of your laughter,

willing myself to survive…

who am i now after,

memories of your laughter,

threaten to fade from…

my mind